Wednesday, September 24, 2014

for wanting ones

wanting something beautiful is easy. loving something beautiful is hard. seeing you in a hat or with long hair. it's long and the strands clump together with the end of the day. 

I've heard that I am beautiful. easy to want, that's hard to love. 

maybe if I really knew you it wouldn't be easy to love you. maybe I wouldn't love you. wanting your beauty is all & enough. I'd rather not know. 

but seeing me--calls me 'beautiful' and calls me 'i love you'. 
he isn't beauty, and he is easy to love. 

I wonder if I could love the beauty (of you) that wanting is easy

and I'd rather have paper flowers, it's too hard--loving the ones that wilt on the sill. 

and loving is too hard. wanting is easy.